||[Oct. 6th, 2011|02:52 am]
You know it's odd but even now 7 years after I started working there and 5 years since I worked there I still miss my old job. I was happy there and never would have quit but they forced me to leave or they would have fired me. I wonder if they'd even so much as give me a reference nowadays, let alone ever let me come back. I am sure they saw my unemployment request come down the line. I still miss the stupid place. It was home. That's how my ex got her job back, she quit too, but I guess she is more valuable than I ever was. Which makes no sense, they promoted me to manager within a year of being there. I thought I was gonna be a lifer. And I was ok with that. I haven't been happy since, and I guess that is my fault too, but it really dragged me down, I am just now getting my head back together and wanting to look for something new. But no restaurants. I would rather break my body working in a factory or manual labor. My last job after that was hell and I hated it and I have to say I was relieved when I got fired and they went bankrupt. Hopefully this next chapter in my life will be good. I don't know if I could take another round in a hell hole. Wish me luck.